I am Beyond Nervous (Daily Word Prompt is Nervous)

I’m having surgery on St. Patrick’s Day.

I am nervous.

Fixing my ankle and possibly my knee as well.

I am nervous.

Had my pre-op appointment today.

I am nervous.

Car is making scary monster noises.

I am nervous.

Brake light has permanently turned on.

I am nervous.

Dashboard on my car is lit up like a Christmas tree.

I am nervous.

Brought my car to the mechanic and wait for my car’s diagnosis.

I am nervous.

Mechanic doctor calls and tells me what kind of surgery my car needs.

I am nervous.

Tells me my car’s surgery costs over $750.00.

I am not nervous.

How will I pay for that huge bill? How will I pay for my huge energy bill? How will I pay for the rest of my daughter’s huge Show Choir bill?

I am not nervous.

I am beyond nervous.

My stomach is churning and crying inside.

My nervousness has grown into full fledged anxiety.

This makes total sense because

I do have generalized anxiety disorder…

and

I drank

way too much

COFFEE!

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11 comments

  1. Pray, pray, pray!!!! You will find it calming. Take in a long, deep breath and as you do think “I’m not,” and as you exhale slowing think “nervous”. This is called breath prayer and it can be and is very calming if you do it over and over again until you feel yourself relaxing and calming down. Love, N 🙂 ❤

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