I cannot measure

the love I treasure…

I love my three children beyond measure and much more

than there are words to express and convey the deep love I feel for them,

but that is who I am.

When I do things and how I do them is usually too much,

going beyond what I need to do,

but that is who I am.

When I speak it is usually too much,

using more words than I needed to use to express what I needed to say,

but that is who I am.

When I speak it is usually too fast,

putting my words together very quickly matching my rapid thoughts inside my mind,

but that is who I am.

When I feel emotions, I feel them much deeper and much more.

When I feel love, I feel love much deeper and much more.

When I feel happiness, I feel abundant euphoria and much more.

When I feel sadness, I feel sorrow much deeper and much more.

When I feel sorrow, I feel depression much deeper and much more.

When I feel depression, I feel suicidal depression and much more.

Who I am

and everything I do and feel

is much deeper and much more,

but that is who I am,

and may all be related to my bipolar disorder

that I have truly accepted,

as it is part of who I am.

I love my three children beyond measure and much more

than there are words to express and convey the deep love I feel for them

forever and always and much more…

I cannot measure

the love I treasure

forever and ever,

and much more…

 

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