There they are again. I remember them well.
My tears near the surface, starting to swell.
They need to be freed
from my bipolar creed.
I try to cry,
fly to the sky,
pour and soar free,
just flee, get out of me.
Tears peak and leak out
Spout out and shout out.
Show and tell everyone the severe pain
bipolar causes, how it reverses my gain.
Deep sorrow, pain and tears are stuck within,
as severe depression makes me unable to grin.
Tears not wanting to come,
but I know what they’re from.
My severe bipolar has returned to my mind,
causing deep sorrow and pain of the worst kind.
Pain and tears stuck deep inside,
encircling my brain large and wide,
protruding to the back and top of my head,
so many tears that won’t flood my eyes and shed.
I know it should help and make me feel better
if my tears would let loose and become wetter.
Leak out, bring out my pain and sadness with each wet tear
crying feels good when tears need to come and are so near.
Inside my head, the pain is too intense and deep.
My pain remains inside me and I’m unable to weep.
Pain, sorrow and tears overwhelm me,
won’t leave me, let me be or set me free,
My intense sorrow and pain,
way too deep inside my brain,
causing my tears to be unable to drain.
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